The reason we are here. Why and who decided to place me upon this Earth? The point in it all is still yet to be found, pondered upon for generations I don't think this question will ever sece to be asked. If we were put here merely to survive then I'd say we've surpassed that by far enough to look for another reason. Is it to make each other smile? Spread love and happiness across the world? Well, look around you. I think you're shaking your head because though we've made it this long together, we really are not together are we? Our society isn't made up of the people, it's the fake mind set that has been drilled into their minds. If only our society had a humanity could we rise from our fears and hold each other up as one people.
I remember one time, when I was a young child I asked, "Daddy what's the meaning of life?" Well all I can tell you is to put this pondering at ease. If our meaning were to find the meaning then I see no difference in just making one up and calling it a day. Things like religion may irk you to question even more. Putting your whole heart into a bible and a man you only believe in. But that amount of belief amazes me. It is the belief that makes religion so perplexing. That man would put his thoughts aside for something he didn't even know for a solid fact was true. To have the heart to never stop believing in this man and the cause he brought upon to you. I think this is just fascinating. I myself, wish to have such strong feelings in the subject. I have attended Cathedrals, churches, Masses, Bible studies but never found the spark I was looking for. I am not one to believe that science is all there is to us, something IS there but I don't feel it in a church or a bible.
I don't know what the meaning of this all is but I know that whatever this world offers I want to take all I can and give all I can to it. You know how at Christmas time, 'giving is better than receiving?' I think that applys to this subject too. Leaving something behind for someone else to be amazed about and ponder over sure is more rewarding than taking all the happiness for yourself. I wish that all this 'proud words' could summarize my personality. These thoughts of mine may give you the impression I'm a smart, well thought out, confident girl. These couldn't be any more untrue, I am a B average student, my mind is a jumbled mess. I only wish I could think straight sometimes and I'm about as confident as a turtle. But let me ask you this. If you look at anyone in history that has made a difference in the world. Did they have it all in school? Were they the most popular or most fit person? Or did they have all the newest, tresndyest clothing? I think not. Look as Roosevelt. He has crippled and in a wheel chair for much of his presidency and he made a huge difference in the world. Dealing with World War two, the hate from all that would bring any man down. Or Amelia Earhart, a woman flying a plane was unheard of until she dared to.
What do I believe in? Happiness. I want to spread smiles and share memories. But go find your own meaning to life and believe in it with your whole heart because life's too short to be half hearted.
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