This part of my blog will be about the things I think about throughout my day, my deepest thoughts my most sad thoughts my angry thoughts and confused, all here.
To begin this I'll note that right now in my life I'm in a very confused state of mind. Like why did god put my here in life? But I don't want to shed you of your spirits, I'd rather smile and forget the past than sulk over it all. I've been through a lot but I wouldn't for a second think that it makes me any weaker, only stronger :)
I hope that who ever you are who might maybe see this, that you believe in that as much as I do :) Everyone, no matter who cruel or mean, deserve nothing but happiness. It's just that when people get too much they might get carried away and make bad decisions. Lately my best friend and another girl I know...kind of well, have been fighting a little.
Me and my best buddy think that the other girl is using my buddy as an outlet to get attention For example, she can't go a week without a boyfriend or else she'll 'relapse' and cut herself. Well then she flaunts her scars to get attention which she has been getting a lot of lately but when my buddy does nothing but worry for her and take care of her and try to listen, and then treats my buddy like a jerk... BIIIIIIG PROBLEM.
Also, besides treating my buddy like a jerk she just loves to ignore her until she wants to use her again. I'm tired of the people I care about going through stuff like this. That girl is manipulating her and everyone around her. It just makes me really angry. Because my buddy is doing so much for her. There are people that are actually going through really horrible things that would be so grateful for someone like my buddy, but instead this girl needs her spot light and does terrible things to get it. I cant believe there are such horrible people in this world.
Well that concludes today's KT so before I tear someones head off, fare well :)
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