I did some hard thinking on who I am and what I can provide for people and I think now I have an idea on what I want to be when i grow up. I want to go to college and major in hormone sciences of the brain and minor in phycology. I have never been too book smart but I've noticed two big traits I have are that I think a lot and from both good and bad sides of a situation. I look into the past of the villain to see why he would do such things he did, see what in his past triggered him to think that this was the only way. And as the hero defeats the villain I want to be by his side to build him up into his own hero. But with my own past and issues it would be hard to not be hurt by their pain, so a job with this intended will not always be easy. I don't want to be a theropist but I think someone who gives people with depression, anxiety, trauma, multi personality disorder or anything burdening them like that I think I am more than good for that role. Either that or someone like a phycologist who does studies on human behavior, hormones that trigger things and emotions in someone or how past trauma and science combine to create a persons personality. Perfect for me, I've done much thought and don't worry, I won't give up my art. Most people say I should be an artist but to be honest I don't think my role in life is to make something I put my heart into and hope it appeals to others. Bit for my sake, cello, animation and anime will always be apart of me.
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