Gatos head is screwed on wrong

I've really had enough. Nothings wrong, everything is fine and its really great for once to just take a breather and be ok. But as one thing is once again put back into place, other things come undone. I promise you thtough after this overload of thoughts that have been clogging my brain hole, I will keep to a positive post a day.

Well then shall we begin? As I have said in other posts, I do not feel like I am a being, I have no personality. Well I wont repeat myself but that is the main issue. Not knowing who I'll be one day from the next. But thinking through solutions I found some I think will make this 'soul searching' much easier.

• Keep mind busy on hobbies (hobbies are what unlock inner thought, dreams, ideas and later on, conversations followed by feedback)
• Keep the image of your perfect self plastered in your mind. (If you figure out who you want to be it is easier to shape yourself from this into that.)
• Stay relaxed and listen to others, but for once contribute to the conversation :T

So there we go, good luck with that me! I speak as if I'm talking to another person because in a casual way I really am. I'm not bipolar and I don't have MPD (multi personality disorder) but let me explain that there are two differing sides of me that makes this all too happy and enjoyable (HAHA no.)