Leaving completly

                 I might be moving out of Pickerington. After six years of living in our perfect house with Jon, a picture perfect memory now we are finally moving completely away. I thought that after the heaviest blow, maybe the world would stop trying to bury me in the ground. It hurts to see Jon, not because he's with another woman, I don't honestly care, but because hes settling for less then he deserves. It's like he forgot completely about us for his new life. We used to be able to just talk so long, politics, world issues, money, family, we could talk about it all. I don't know if hes ignorant about me or pretending to be but hes just left me entirely. I look across the room to see him laughing with his new family while all I see is the same smile he wore while looking at me. I've never had someone who would sacrifice so much for me, not even my real dad, but maybe I overestimated him. I don't want to see him unhappy but for my sake I don't want to see him anymore. No ones ever hurt me this much and he's not even doing this to me intentionally. So maybe this move is everything I need. This town is full of yuppies anyway.

        This town is a good town, good as in it has money; thus the kids here are spoiled yuppies with money to blow, no one here gives two shits about anyone as long as they have the trendiest bag and the tightest ass. I'm a really down to Earth person, but in a town were people don't have to fight for it, but get everything they want, they have no character. Me and mother would always walk past Build-a-bear workshop and when she said no she'd always say 'tough, it builds character.' Now this finally has some meaning to me so thank you mom for being so honest to my face.

         So we've been looking for a new house. That's right. House. But being that we want an excellent school district we might end up in a townhouse apartment. Yahoo~ Disappointment builds character~ However, the aura of yuppieness is the same as Pickerington as in the new town we're looking at. Joyous. But as long as its a good school district, its better than Pickerington.